prayers for you and those who love and miss you so much!

god bless you always!

The memories that I have of you are all that I can cherish with you gone now. With every passing second I miss you more then I could ever imagine. A thousand beautiful things cannot even amount to how much I miss you. I hold every memory of you in my heart, my soul, and my love. To share every memory wouldnt make it as special as it is for me. You had changed into someone that I did not know. I did not like the person you were trying to impose upon people. I knew you were the greatest guy when we first started dating then suddenly you had become someone else. Not until later in the year I knew why you had changed. I just want to say again that I still am your friend, I am still here for you and that will never change. After the accident I knew that I had so much love for you. Through out it all and underneath it all, I knew that you were the same person that I first met. Im sorry I never let you know the real me. You know it was my weakness when someone knows me too well. You were such a gentelmen with a smile always on your face. You were kind hearted and cared about other people other then yourself, unlike the people you started hanging out with. That character trait stood out the most in you. I still find myself unable to breath when I think of how you are actually gone. Like when I first found out about the accident I didnt know how to react, how to live, how to breath. I secluded myself from the real world for as long as I could. Praying that it was all a lie and that you were still alive. I hate it how one stupid mistake you made cost you your life. I told you everytime we got in your car to buckle your seat belt when Im in the car. I find myself questioning that if you had your seat belt on would you still be here today. I remember the sound your car made as it went over pot holes. How it sounded when you came driving up to me the first time to pick me up. I could hear your car a mile away. I told you all the time that you car was a lemon and you should get a new one. I hated it and to this day I hate it even more. Though that car was you; you in another car wouldnt be the same. Ive come to accept that now. Every time I hear another loud muscle car driving down the street my heart skips a beat, I pray every day that it would be you. Rest in peace my love and I promise you this, I will never forget you, I will pass on my memory of you to my children and to loved ones. I will see you again one day.