Five years ago today we lost you in the saddest way you left without a word of goodbye and all the people who love you to wonder why? They say life goes on but we will never forget days like today always tinged with regret things we could have done things we could have said its too late for that so we go on missing you instead How are you? up in heaven? do you know your gunna be an uncle again? Your brothers getting married and building his first home you should see how beautiful your sister is and how much she has grown five years ago today we were robbed of a life with you in it of your future but not your past 15 years of beautiful memories made to last we all miss you Ian and love you so much we hope you are happy and looking down smiling from heaven up above <3

They say memories are golden, well maybe that is true. I never wanted memories, I only wanted you. A million times I needed you, a million times I cried. If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died. In life I loved you dearly, In death I love you still. In my heart you hold a place no one could ever fill. If tears could build a stairway and heartache make a lane, I'd walk the path to heaven and bring you back again. Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same. But as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again. Author unknown ***************************

I didn't get a chance to know you very well.I only wish I had. I have memories of a few social occasions when your mother would rush off and say " I have to pick up Ian from work". I was there the day we all said goodbye to you and I could tell that you were a very popular and much loved young man. I know that you are happier now and you've found the peace you were looking for. You have a very loving family and I know they miss you very much.

if i saw you i heaven would you know my name???? i know i would know you!!! love oh so very much cant live without you think of you all the time cant express my feelings for you but im sure you know what i mean! your 'lil sis rissa xxxxx

I will never forget your gorgeous smile, your energy and your fantastic hair. Just so young to leave this world. You where so loved, that memory will never leave me, your family just loved you so much. I will never forget the day we all said goodbye, so many people, so many, older younger, bus loads of school kids, the tears from your mates, teenage boys crying placing flowers , IAN we all loved you and still do. You left such a hole in many hearts but it is filled with beautiful memories of a gorgeous young man that everyone who met you just loved you, until we met again xoxoxox

Its coming up to our fith anniversary since the day you left us. it still feels like a bad dream that i cannot wake up from. As a parent to lose a child is the worst pain that you can endure. We are meant to die before our children and not the other way around. i am so sorry that you yourself were in pain and had to end your life. Every day - always battleing with "what ifonly I did or didnt do------" Ian, you were loved by many and have broken many hearts. I love you so much mate. You have missed so many events in the family but i know that you keep an eye on whats happening down here. Love you always my hunny, Mum.xxoo