You fooking giant shatpile. rot you cantbag

time nay be flying past jade but you still live in my memory as if you were still here on earth with us.your boys are doing you proud by all accounts as you did them hun.xxx

I laughed (ans still do ) when I think of this statement. I cannot believe it's been almost two years Jade. You were one of the bravest people I know and showed such dignity and respect all the way through your illness. Miss you forever and a day....

jade its mad to think your not here anymore my heart goes out to your two lovely boys its nearly 2yeas since you passed R.I.P jade love terridublin xx

jade its mad to think your not here anymore my heart goes out to your two lovely boys its nearly 2yeas since you passed R.I.P jade love terri dublinxx

I think u r very brave and a wonderful person with a huge heart and a zest for life, u will be missed forever and remembered fondly by so many. Thankyou jade with love from kat xxx

Miss you jade, still miss seeing you on television, i have a tattoo on my wrist like you have, changed my design a little, but its in memory of you, ill always remember you. you played a big part in my life xxxx

Miss you jade, still miss seeing you on television, i have a tattoo on my wrist like you have, changed my design a little, but its in memory of you, ill always remember you. you played a big part in my life xxxx

You made me cry... I am a mummy, and i saw your love for your sons... you didn't need to say how much you loved them... we all saw it.. thank you for being real to us... your sons will have the most wonderful memories of you. You are exceptional Jade xxxxxxxx

You made me cry... I am a mummy, and i saw your love for your sons... you didn't need to say how much you loved them... we all saw it.. thank you for being real to us... your sons will have the most wonderful memories of you. You are exceptional Jade xxxxxxxx

Still very much in my families thoughts. We love you jade. Tubs xxxx

Remembered with love and inspiration - Sleep tight Jade x

R.I.P Jade,, know you are in da better place watchin over evry1 and we know dat God took you because it was your time. We know not to cry because Jesus said when we meet in Heaven there'll be no more crying, sadness pain or sorrow and it'll never end. God bless xxx

R.I.P Jade,, know you are in da better place watchin over evry1 and we know dat God took you because it was your time. We know not to cry because Jesus said when we meet in Heaven there'll be no more crying, sadness pain or sorrow and it'll never end. God bless xxx

R.I.P Jade,, know you are in da better place watchin over evry1 and we know dat God took you because it was your time. We know not to cry because Jesus said when we meet in Heaven there'll be no more crying, sadness pain or sorrow and it'll never end. God bless xxx

I just finished the most sensational book JADE (Forever in my heart). If there was ever a person who handled her diagnosis and fight with Cancer with raw honesty and sheer determination it was Jade. I finished it feeling 'There but for the Grace of God go I'. RIP Jade. You've definitely left a wonderful mark in my life! Peace,love and good fortune to your beautiful boys!

rip jade always in my thoughts wish you was still here xxxxxxxxxx

Well they say the good dies young and they so got that right jade goody was such a good person she went through alot but she still Managed to smile and make bobby and Freddie happy I reli enjoyed watching her on tv cannot believe it's been nearly two years since she passed away but my heart goes out to Jackie Jack Jeff Bobby and Freddie And all of her friends and family Earth has lost a friend but Heavens gained an angel :-)

jade we will miss you everyday always in my thoughts u really were an english rose xxxxx r.i.p jade xxxxx

Jade, you were such a brilliant mum and i think what you did about selling your story to make money for your boys was a real nice thing to do. you never tried to hide away from the fact you had cancer and never tried to wear wigs you just showed everyone and didnt care what anyone ele thought. You never pretended to be anyone else but yourself even if you did get bad press stories. Ive loved you from the start and Jade, YOUR A TRUE INSPIRATION TO ME! R.I.P beautiful, greatly missed but never forgotten. xxxxxxx.

Jade since the day u became an icon i have respected u. I think of u 20 months on and will forever on. . . . . . . U were so brave and u carried on until then end. U will be missed but remember u are a legend and you have saved many lives with ur legacy. R.I.P JADE GOODY. this is my final goodbye to u love x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

Its not the same anymore without you jade ....xxxxxx Loved you to bits ..feel like crying / love from seany age 31

so very sad why does god have to take all the good ones! shame for her boys now they have to grow up with no mum :( i know how hard this is as i lost my dad :( in my thoughts jade as are your family xxx

you were a legend in yourself jade! sleep tight angel always xx thinking of you often x

My name is Suzanne Fernando and I was diagnosed with Cervical Cancer when I was pregnant - and almost died before I got a chance to hold my newborn baby girl. The nightmare began when doctors discovered a tumour the size of a tennis ball blocking little Aaron's arrival. They immediately delivered Aaron by C-Sect - but I haemorraged. My bed sheets were soaked in blood and doctors couldn't get the bleeding to stop. As my life slipped away, docs warned my partner, to expect the worst as he stood helpless with our baby in his arms. He was left praying for a miracle - and fortunately for us, those prayers were answered. "My instincts told me all was not well. There is Cancer in my Dad's side of the family and thats what kept nagging away in my mind" But what choices did I have? Ttreatment at that time would have damaged my baby. I didn't want to face that, so I just retreated into myself and kept my fears secret. After months of chemotherapy, radiotherapy and a last chance 24 hour bombardment of radiation directly onto the tumour, I was eventually in remission. I had sailed through a trouble free pregnany with my first daughter, Jordan whom was diagnosed with Asberger's Syndrome when she was 6. But I have to admit, the minute I fell pregnant with Aaron, I felt very ill. I was sick all the time, I was in pain, I couldn't eat, and nothing could convince me that this was a normal pregnancy. When I was expecting Jordan, my partner and I backpacked to India just in time before settling down with children. I felt so well throughout the pregnancy, mind you I was always relatively fit and healthy having just spent almost 7 years as a Military Policewoman in Her Majesty's Services. This time I thought, well no 2 pregnancies are the same. I remember my partner and I agreeing that there would be no more babies for us. I was dragging myself through the pregnancy. I couldn't wait for it to be over. Every now and then I'd start bleeding and end up in hospital. But I think because of the position of the tumour, it simply didn't show up. When I was 8 months pregnant, I was back at hospital for the umpteenth time after bleeding. I've got a rare blood group 'O' negative, so whenever I would take a bleed I'd have injections to stop the baby's blood being poisoned. This time the doctor said she was concerned because I'd been in so often, that she'd like to examine me further. Nothing was showing on scans so she examined internally. The pain was unbearable. Then she told me there was a growth the size of a mans fist in my cervix. I had a biopsy and had to stay in hospital for the results. That night was awful. I lay awake wondering what was going to happen to us. Next day they told me. I had Cancer, and because of the tumour, I wouldn't be able to deliver my baby normally, I was in shock. I was rushed into theatre for an emergency c-sect. The baby was perfect I was so relieved. But when I was in the recovery ward, my partner noticed that my bed was suddenly saturated in blood. The room was suddenly filled with nurses, but by then I was slipping in and out of consciousness. I vaguely remember nurses wrapping me up in silver foil. They were wrapping themselves around me too, trying to raise my body temp. I was rushed back into theatre, and, after about 2 - 3 hours, the doctor came out and told my partner he was sorry but he couldn't stop the bleeding. He asked my partner to sign a form permitting them to give me a hysterectomy. My partner said, "My partner is dying in there - just do what you have to do to save her" I spent a while in hospital while my partner looked after the girls. When I eventually did go home I was really worried about all the time I been apart from my girls, I hadn't had a proper chance to bond with my newborn. A bed was made up for me in the livingroom and I began my chemotherapy and radiation treatment the following week, just after New Year. Sadly despite an intensive course of 20 treatments the tumour was still there. I couldn't believe it, after all that the cancer was still there. During this time my partner was giving me intensive Healing through Crystals, (Kes is a fully qualified Holistic Crystal healer) and this helped immensly, his Sister Al would visit me (she is a qualified Reflexologist) and heal my body through healing to my feet and a friend from Cancer Care came along weekly and gave me some hands on healing, all in which played a big part in my recovery, that I am positive of. I was then offered a 24 hour intensive course where they would bombard me with radiation non stop using long metal rods directly onto the tumour. It was ghastly. I couldn't move for 24 hours but in the end, the tumour had shrunk. To be honest I think it was the nurses and doctors who kept me sane. When the tumour shrunk, I was still ill, but very very happy. But along with the tumour, other organs had also shrunk and I needed more surgeries to repair the damage. I had ignored the little voice in my head which told me I had Cancer. Like many people, I didn't want to hear that because I knew that any treatment would seriously damage or kill my unborn baby. Today though, I have 2 beautiful girls and a future. My daughter Aaron celebrated her 9th birthday at Christmas which is always a really special time for us all. I've since had to cope with more operations, skin grafts, scars, reconstructive surgery, however am now enjoying life hospital free, and with my family by my side............................well I made it and later married my partner Kester Fernando on the 10th anniversary of the day we met. In a romantic ceremony at the Blacksmiths cottage in Gretna Green, Scotland accompanied by our two girls and friends, we tied the knot - & were overcome with emotion. We were not the only ones. It was the happiest day of my life, after all we have been through. Everyone was crying at the ceremony, it was a very emotional service. It was a beautiful day and very romantic. We all went onto enjoy a wedding celebration in Annan in cottages overlooking the Solway Firth, with the memories of darker days well behind us. We have come through a lot since we met in Blairgowrie in jun 95, when I had just left the military police to start work as a private investigator and met my portugese beau Kes.We all enjoyed the day especially our girls Jordan and Aaron and will be a day we will never forget. I've since took part in the "race for life" Cancer Research Charity race every year and wow what a day, very emotional with a hint of excitement and nerves all rolled into one. I usually run on behalf of my late Grandad Scott (a tall and very proud man) and my dear friend "Tam the Gun" who sadly died of Cancer, (he fired the 1 o'clock gun at Edinburgh Castle for over 20 years, we became very good friends when I served up in the castle for many years as a Military Policewoman, we kept in touch frequently over the years). My daughters now join me in the race and neither of us would miss it for the world, we all have a fantastic day knowing how much we could be helping to save someone's life. I've since built my own business and am now working in the field of childcare, am currently writing my first book, continue to work alongside Cancer Research, Jo's Trust & the Scottish Government and am continually raising funds throughout the year for various cancer charities. I am now officially Scotland's first Cancer Research UK Ambassador, a fantastic post I recently accepted. I recently had the pleasure of being invited by my local MP Katy Clark to the 'International Women's Day' & meeting The Prime Minister at No.10 to discuss new policies on Cervical Screening and raising cervical awareness. I have managed to gain plenty of media attention through radio and newspapers for my local Cancer Care organisation too. My main aim now is to introduce a Cervical Cancer Awareness month here in Scotland! My name is Suzanne Fernando and I was diagnosed with Cervical Cancer when I was pregnant - and almost died before I got a chance to hold my newborn baby girl. The nightmare began when doctors discovered a tumour the size of a tennis ball blocking little Aaron's arrival. They immediately delivered Aaron by C-Sect - but I haemorraged. My bed sheets were soaked in blood and doctors couldn't get the bleeding to stop. As my life slipped away, docs warned my partner, to expect the worst as he stood helpless with our baby in his arms. He was left praying for a miracle - and fortunately for us, those prayers were answered. "My instincts told me all was not well. There is Cancer in my Dad's side of the family and thats what kept nagging away in my mind" But what choices did I have? Ttreatment at that time would have damaged my baby. I didn't want to face that, so I just retreated into myself and kept my fears secret. After months of chemotherapy, radiotherapy and a last chance 24 hour bombardment of radiation directly onto the tumour, I was eventually in remission. I had sailed through a trouble free pregnany with my first daughter, Jordan whom was diagnosed with Asberger's Syndrome when she was 6. But I have to admit, the minute I fell pregnant with Aaron, I felt very ill. I was sick all the time, I was in pain, I couldn't eat, and nothing could convince me that this was a normal pregnancy. When I was expecting Jordan, my partner and I backpacked to India just in time before settling down with children. I felt so well throughout the pregnancy, mind you I was always relatively fit and healthy having just spent almost 7 years as a Military Policewoman in Her Majesty's Services. This time I thought, well no 2 pregnancies are the same. I remember my partner and I agreeing that there would be no more babies for us. I was dragging myself through the pregnancy. I couldn't wait for it to be over. Every now and then I'd start bleeding and end up in hospital. But I think because of the position of the tumour, it simply didn't show up. When I was 8 months pregnant, I was back at hospital for the umpteenth time after bleeding. I've got a rare blood group 'O' negative, so whenever I would take a bleed I'd have injections to stop the baby's blood being poisoned. This time the doctor said she was concerned because I'd been in so often, that she'd like to examine me further. Nothing was showing on scans so she examined internally. The pain was unbearable. Then she told me there was a growth the size of a mans fist in my cervix. I had a biopsy and had to stay in hospital for the results. That night was awful. I lay awake wondering what was going to happen to us. Next day they told me. I had Cancer, and because of the tumour, I wouldn't be able to deliver my baby normally, I was in shock. I was rushed into theatre for an emergency c-sect. The baby was perfect I was so relieved. But when I was in the recovery ward, my partner noticed that my bed was suddenly saturated in blood. The room was suddenly filled with nurses, but by then I was slipping in and out of consciousness. I vaguely remember nurses wrapping me up in silver foil. They were wrapping themselves around me too, trying to raise my body temp. I was rushed back into theatre, and, after about 2 - 3 hours, the doctor came out and told my partner he was sorry but he couldn't stop the bleeding. He asked my partner to sign a form permitting them to give me a hysterectomy. My partner said, "My partner is dying in there - just do what you have to do to save her" I spent a while in hospital while my partner looked after the girls. When I eventually did go home I was really worried about all the time I been apart from my girls, I hadn't had a proper chance to bond with my newborn. A bed was made up for me in the livingroom and I began my chemotherapy and radiation treatment the following week, just after New Year. Sadly despite an intensive course of 20 treatments the tumour was still there. I couldn't believe it, after all that the cancer was still there. During this time my partner was giving me intensive Healing through Crystals, (Kes is a fully qualified Holistic Crystal healer) and this helped immensly, his Sister Al would visit me (she is a qualified Reflexologist) and heal my body through healing to my feet and a friend from Cancer Care came along weekly and gave me some hands on healing, all in which played a big part in my recovery, that I am positive of. I was then offered a 24 hour intensive course where they would bombard me with radiation non stop using long metal rods directly onto the tumour. It was ghastly. I couldn't move for 24 hours but in the end, the tumour had shrunk. To be honest I think it was the nurses and doctors who kept me sane. When the tumour shrunk, I was still ill, but very very happy. But along with the tumour, other organs had also shrunk and I needed more surgeries to repair the damage. I had ignored the little voice in my head which told me I had Cancer. Like many people, I didn't want to hear that because I knew that any treatment would seriously damage or kill my unborn baby. Today though, I have 2 beautiful girls and a future. My daughter Aaron celebrated her 9th birthday at Christmas which is always a really special time for us all. I've since had to cope with more operations, skin grafts, scars, reconstructive surgery, however am now enjoying life hospital free, and with my family by my side............................well I made it and later married my partner Kester Fernando on the 10th anniversary of the day we met. In a romantic ceremony at the Blacksmiths cottage in Gretna Green, Scotland accompanied by our two girls and friends, we tied the knot - & were overcome with emotion. We were not the only ones. It was the happiest day of my life, after all we have been through. Everyone was crying at the ceremony, it was a very emotional service. It was a beautiful day and very romantic. We all went onto enjoy a wedding celebration in Annan in cottages overlooking the Solway Firth, with the memories of darker days well behind us. We have come through a lot since we met in Blairgowrie in jun 95, when I had just left the military police to start work as a private investigator and met my portugese beau Kes.We all enjoyed the day especially our girls Jordan and Aaron and will be a day we will never forget. I've since took part in the "race for life" Cancer Research Charity race every year and wow what a day, very emotional with a hint of excitement and nerves all rolled into one. I usually run on behalf of my late Grandad Scott (a tall and very proud man) and my dear friend "Tam the Gun" who sadly died of Cancer, (he fired the 1 o'clock gun at Edinburgh Castle for over 20 years, we became very good friends when I served up in the castle for many years as a Military Policewoman, we kept in touch frequently over the years). My daughters now join me in the race and neither of us would miss it for the world, we all have a fantastic day knowing how much we could be helping to save someone's life. I've since built my own business and am now working in the field of childcare, am currently writing my first book, continue to work alongside Cancer Research, Jo's Trust & the Scottish Government and am continually raising funds throughout the year for various cancer charities. I am now officially Scotland's first Cancer Research UK Ambassador, a fantastic post I recently accepted. I recently had the pleasure of being invited by my local MP Katy Clark to the 'International Women's Day' & meeting The Prime Minister at No.10 to discuss new policies on Cervical Screening and raising cervical awareness. I have managed to gain plenty of media attention through radio and newspapers for my local Cancer Care organisation too. My main aim now is to introduce a Cervical Cancer Awareness month here in Scotland! http://www.channel4.com/bigbrother/article/feature/2010/Jul/29/jo-s-trust-suzanne-s-story/view.c4

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you looked so beautiful jade your wedding made cry. glad you fulfilled that dream.r.i.p. sweet jade

iam a mixed race person and all i can say JADE was not rascist ,even i never met her i think all that stuff hapened with lovely SHILPA it was just a bit of ignorance from Jade!!i was deeply shock when i heard about jades cancer,to be honest at 1st i tought it was not that seriously and all i can say i was so sad,coz the last think i want to know is my date of departure of thise world!!rest in peace my angel hopefully you are in better place now without pain,GOD BLESS YOU!!

Thanks Jade for saving a few more lives, by making us be more aware of cervical cancer, I wish that whole "W" word would just end, But it doesn't, It still claims our loved ones everyday, But thanks to people like Jade more of us are aware of it now and do something before it's to late. Sleep Tight Jade God Bless Tammy x

Thanks Jade for saving a few more lives, by making us be more aware of cervical cancer, I wish that whole "W" word would just end, But it doesn't, It still claims our loved ones everyday, But thanks to people like Jade more of us are aware of it now and do something before it's to late. Sleep Tight Jade God Bless Tammy x

i love u jade

god love her and rest in peace

god love her and rest in peace

RIP, Jade. We never got the pleasure of meeting but it's because of your story that I get a pap every year. I'll be 23 on October 6th. Thank you for raising awareness and know that your story saves lives.

I never knew her, but felt like I did. Her death has deeply affected me. He devotion for her children was very evident and she did the best she could. I hope Bobby and Freddy remember her. Raising awareness of cervical cancer was amazing. I just wish that she would have got the treatment sooner. Every woman should ensure they are up to date with cervical smear tests - it takes just 3 minutes. Rest in peace Jade. So very tragic. You have touched my life xxx

she is awum:) x

saw jeff talking to sally on living and i so wanted to hear you come through loud if there is life after death you would be the one to show the world i miss your laughter on tv everyone takes themselves so seriously miss you loads dawnxxxxxx

Its been a year and a half since you left us, you caught our hearts and im still missing you. Its not the same without you. Sleep tight and continue to be the brightest start up there....xxxxx

I never really knew about Jade until I started hearing about her illness on sky news. What a kind hearted person she was. May her dear soul rest in peace

still missed so much, i stillcant believe. i still watvh her shows and cry at them, she brought so much laughter to my life when i watched her shows. you will be in my heart forever and ever, god bless you and i hope you are shinning down on us xxxx you would have won ultimate big brother missus

the tribute to jade on bb was so nice she is missed so much and remembred always xxxxxxx

amasing woman and amasing mum,big brother had me crying last night when it paid tribute,way too young to die always in our hearts love stacey xxxxxxxxxxxxx

amasing woman and amasing mum,big brother had me crying last night when it paid tribute,way too young to die always in our hearts love stacey xxxxxxxxxxxxx

reading ur book was very emotional looking at photos of you and your boys rest in peace jade tracy xxxxxxx

reading ur book was very emotional looking at photos of you and your boys rest in peace jade tracy xxxxxxx

jade was so funny,affectionate,kind, caring, a loving mom but most of all just being jade.... miss her ooodles...rip jade...xxxxx

Gross, Ugly, Useless, Untalented, Ignorant, Coarse, Illiterate, Flabby SLAG........

A young girl and mother who was given her wish before her short life would end. Much deserved after her tough childhood. Called to heaven to suffer no more.