I'm so glad I finally figured out how to get back into your page I haven't talked to you in here for a long time so much has changed I miss you so so much as you know Matthews getting big and I've started dating somebody this changing you know how I feel about that I don't like change much lol Azure anniversary date comes up I find myself crying more and more and I'm sorry I know that's not what you want for me I cry for me because I'm selfish I know you're happy

Miss you, love you and am grateful you are near my heart each day. Gramie

michelle wahl

11 years ago

I MISS HER MOM, LOVE HER

michelle wahl

11 years ago

Kelly i miss you so much.... Its been 4 years and I still am coming to grips with all of this.... I still wait for you to knock at the door, and ......I guess things have changed, God willing I will be knocking at your door... Im just lost in this life now, never thought you would be the first to leave.. you were suppose to be my taxi, lol I LOVE YOU

Let me start by saying I miss you so much ! So much has changed since you left this earth, especially me. I have a huge hole in my heart that will never be filled. I would like to believe that all this is just a dream but the reality is that... its not. Ill be honest, I am a mess with you gone, but I try to put on a good front and carry on. My heart and soul believe that you are in a better place and that you are at peace so for that I am so grateful, however my selfish side still wants you here. I love you baby and I miss you each and every day. Mom

Everyday I look at your little alter I have set up in my office. I miss you more as time goes on. I know you keep watch over us.We sure do need it. We need you to give us strength during the bad days. Love Gramie

I have been missing you so much lately. I know you are doing fine in Heaven, But I still Cant quit being selfish and wanting to see you.. again....... Please wrap your angel wings around me and give me a hug, I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please keep an eye on your sister and brother ,okay?Also Grandpa, he really needs it right now. Love you Mom

Well I havent written for awhile, but you know I talk to you everyday. I am back in school again as you know and man I think 12 credit hours may be too much. I miss hearning your voice telling me good job Mom, damnit i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate it when I cry, I know that you want me to quit doing that, but>>>> Alright kid, i must finish my homework. I love you Kelly Mom

I did it Kelly!!!! I walked across the stage last nite and I must admit i so wanted to see you there clapping and calling out to me, but you were looking down from heaven and I know that but i still feel so empty without you here. I try to be strong and put on a good front but tonite I am failing miserably.. I MISS YOU. Send Mom a big hug and a big dose of strength okay? I love you Kelly Mom Thanks

Well as you know, tommorrow is my bday and I must admit how much I always looked forward to the present u would come up with, you always came up with something even though we never had much. Thank you Kelly, I love you Mom

There will be a day with no more tears ,no more pain, no more fears. I am missing you so bad Kelly. I graduate next week and U were so proud of me for going back to school, i remember u would call just to tell me to have a good day, and I miss that. I will walk across that stage with u in my hands and heart, Thank you for believing in me Kelly I love you Kelly Mom

There will be a day with no more tears ,no more pain, no more fears. I am missing you so bad Kelly. I graduate next week and U were so proud of me for going back to school, i remember u would call just to tell me to have a good day, and I miss that. I will walk across that stage with u in my hands and heart, Thank you for believing in me Kelly I love you Kelly Mom

And when one of us is gone And one is left alone to carry on Then remembering will have to do Memories alone will get us through Think about the days of me and you

Just wanted to say hi and tell you how much you were missed at thanksgiving. It was a very quite holiday here. I cooked all day and all Matthew wanted to eat was Mac and cheese and hotdogs, so needless to say I have lots of leftovers,the dog will be eating good all week. I miss you so much Kelly, I miss hearing your voice your laugh and even you being mad at me. It seems like that is my best or worse quality, Im always making someone upset with me. love always Kelly Mom

Another holiday without you, that stinks. I keep hearing a new country song that reminds me of you. They are singing about " if I die young bury me in a bed of roses" I still have some of the roses from your ceremony and I cant help but cry when I hear that song or look at your roses. I still miss u so much it hurts. I hope you are proud of us down here, we are trying. I love you Mom

Hi Kelly, I wanted you to know that you were on my mind. Thanksgiving will be here soon and as always you will be missed. I am still moving, what a pain in the bootie. I hope you like our new place, I believe you had a hand in me getting it. I miss you so much Kelly, it seems to be even harder around the holidays and your special days. Thanks for keeping an eye on us down here11111 I love you Mom

Its a beautiful saturday and u are on my mind. I wonder what you would have been dong today, how u would choose to spend it. Its still hard Kelly, I try to be so strong but sometimes the pain of missing you is almost too much. I know you dont want to worry about me and u know we are ok but sometimes I just need to cry. I dont why but today is one of those days. But ill get outside and play with your brother and I will feel better. I love you Kelly!!!!!!!!! Mom

I miss u so much but I tell you that all the time so you already know that. And what is going on with you and Matthew ? he keeps talking about you and to you, I wish you could come to me the way you do to him!!! I got a new angel to put up by your picture and it looks great. So much is going on here but you know that to, your presence seems to be here now, I dont think that Im just losing my mind. Im tired tonite but wanted to write you I love you Kelly Mom

Death is nothing at all. I have only slipped away into the next room. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by my familiar name. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Laugh at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without effort. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was; there is absolutely unbroken continuity. Why should I be out of your mind because I am out of your sight? I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just around the corner. All is well, Nothing is past, nothing is lost. One brief moment and all will be as it was before, only better. Infinitely happier and forever we will all be one together"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Kelly !!! I miss you so much. I wish I was able to see what a beautiful 19 year old woman you would be today but.. I know you are in heaven with God our Father and Jesus and all your angel friends so you are well taken care of but being human and Mom I still would like to be able to give you a hug and kiss and look into your beautiful blue eyes Have a great Day Kelly I love you and miss you so much Love you mom

Hi Kel, I miss you so much, Im struggling this week, you will have been gone for 2 years this sunday, but some days it feels like it was just yesterday. The pain is still so strong. Im trying to be strong because I know that is what you would want me to do but baby this week I need a little heavenly help. I love you Hugs and Kisses Mom

I know i dont write as often as i should but you know i pray to you almost daily.I miss you so much but I know u are watching out for us. Its been almost 2 years since you left here , Im still not ok with that. Please help our family to get over losing you because we seem to be lost in the past..I LOVE YOU BABY ALWAYAS Mom

well i finally am done withthe classroom part of going to school and I start my externship on monday, can u believe it? Im scared to piecies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know Ive been going to school and have pulled decent grades but Im worried about how much really sunk in> I wish u were here to tell me that everything will be ok, but I know how hard u have been working from heaven to get me here, so why do I worry? Your little brother is amazing, God has a plan for him that I am just the gatekeeper for, so to speak. I missed u on Mothers Day, u always made me feel so special, even though we never had much. I missed waiting to see how u would make me smile. I miss u Kelly- the pain is still so real even though I try to hide it. I will never get over losing u. I miss u so much!!!!!!!!. Your sister is missing u too even though she wont really talk to me about it, there is just an empty spot that no words can fill. Please give me strength to hold our little family together, we are all still lost without you. Miss u Babt Love always and forever untill I see you again Mom

Its been way to long since I wrote you last but I talk to you each day so I know you know your always on my mind. School is almost done finally, I had planned when I started school to see you at my graduation but Ill still see you just in a different light. I have 4 more school days left and then I start me externship. They havent given me my site yet, hopefuuly this week. Your brother is getting so big, I wish you could be here to help me guide him, but we talk about you everyday and he knows you are in heaven looking out for him so hopefully he will listen when you talk to him. I wish I could hear your voice again, I have lots of pics but never thought to record and save your voice. I miss you Kelly, life is so differnt without you here, I cant even begin to describe it to you. I see Candace alot more these days , so thats a good thing.Not much else today except that I love you and miss you very much!!!!!!!!!!!! Love Always Kelly Mom

I have had you on my mind alot these last couple of days, it seems as if you are trying to tell me something . I wish I coould figure out what it is. I miss you so much Kelly, I mis your smell, your voice , YOU.. Im almost done with school finally, can you believe it? I finished my final a few min. ago but dont know yet how I did. So that being said I have 20 school days left, then my externship. I love you kid. Miss you terribly Mom

Hi baby girl. Its been way to long since I wrote u last. We have been to court and Mr. Remmers is finally in jail. He only got 12 monthe which Ill never understand but either way it wont bring you back to me. I miss you so much Kelly, the more time passes the more I seem to miss you. I cant believe that you have been gone over 20 months now but what I still cant really believe is that Ill never see you again in this lifetime Gotta go Love Kelly Mom

Hey baby girl and moma, i miss you guys latley and wanted to let you know i am exspecting again and i want you to guide me threw this please i love you and i'll write again xoxoxoxox ~jessica s~

I was finished with my school work for today and wanted you to know much you have been on my mind lately. I wish you were here to talk to , you were such a good listener. But I know that you hear my prayers so I guess in a way I am still talking to you. I miss you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iLL WRITE AGAIN SOON. LOVE MOM

I know you were with on my road trip to florida, thank you!!!!! We made it safely there and back but I must admit I did alot of crying. I remember how much fun we used to have doing the same trip. It really hit me hard not to have you there in the front seat with me honestly it was hard, I miss you more with the passing of time. More things remind me of how much you are missed and loved. Ill write again soon Love Mom

Kelly another christmas has passed and i still struggle with you not sharing this wonderful blessed holiday with us, i miss you so much. I am n florida at your grandparents house,and of course your little brother is with me. I hope to see candace this week and I am looking forward to seeing Valarie, but i have to remind myself that you already know these things. I cant imagine what christmas must be like in heaven , but Im sure your having one heck of a birthday celebration with Jesus. There isnt a doubt in my mind that you are among the heavenly angels in heaven, but selfish me I want to see you too, I miss you kid!!!!!!!! Merry Christmas Kelly I love you Mom

I am missing you so much today. As you know today is my b-day and I miss having you here. You always were so thoughtful on my bday and even though we have never had much you always found a way to make me feel how much you loved me. I hold on very tightly now to the last few gifts you gave me while you were here, they are my treasures. I miss you Kelly send me a big hug from heaven!!!!! Love always Mom

You are working miracles up there for sure. Thanks for looking out for us, I know you had something to do with me getting the house that I wanted but didnt think I would get. You must like it or you wouldnt have lead me to it. I will miss the apt. that we shared but its time for me to let it go and move on. Matthew will now have a yard and Bella wont have to worry about the stairs and I can start making new memories. You will be the first thing that I bring into the new house. Thanks Kel !!!!! I love you Mom

Alot has happened since I wrote last. We had court again and there still seems to be a problem with the blood tests, despite the fact that the State Troopers found alchol at the scene and the car smelled of alchol and the driver admitted that he had drank earlier in the day. There isnt a trial day set yet. I have no faith in our legal system. I have my faith in God and that is what helps get me thru this. Im still in school, i ended up with an 89% last term so I passed!!!!! I wish I could hear your voice telling me to have a good day. Maybe you do tell me but in a different way and I just need to listen closer. I love you Kelly. Ill write again soon Love always Mom

Hello Kelly! I will start by saying as always that I miss you terribly.I think you have been coming around some because some strange things have been going on at our house, I chose to believe that you are letting me know you are around. I just finished taking my final and hope that I did well. It felt like i did good but ill have to wait and see. Matthew has been talking to you and about you alot lately, its comforting and painful at the same time.I wish that you two would have had more time together, you were a great big sister! I love you and miss you Mom

I had a minute to write and let you know that I was thinking about you. I miss you more with each passing day. I love you babygirl!!!!!!! Love, hugs and kisses Mom

Hey kelly, I miss u more with each passing day. Hallowwen is coming up soon and I remember how much you enjoyed this holiday, maybe your brother will like it this year more than last year. He was the kung Fu panda last year Ill let you know what he is this year we havent decided yet. I wish you were here to take him. I remember how you wanted to take him out his first year all dressed up like a cute little bat, but he was scared to go out. You brought him home candy, like he needed it.I I wish I could talk to you I miss hearing your voice, I miss you calling for no reason I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hugs and kisses Mom

Hi Kel, well I passed this term, my score wasnt as good as I wanted but at least I did it. Im not sure why Im telling you because you already know, but it feels good to write you, this is a more private tribute than the other one. I hope ypur proud Mom is trying, and next term will be better. I love you Mom

Kelly, Good morning!! How I miss you. I wish I could touch your beautiful cheek again or look at your blue eyes but I do find peace in the fact that you are with your heavenly father now and safe and happy. No one can hurt you now Thank you Jesus. Love you Mom

Good morning Kelly! I am at school and just finished another test and wanted to tell you that I am doing good in school and its due to you. I remember when I first started back to school how you would tell me to have a good day at school and that you loved me, what I wouldntive now to get that message from you. I miss you so much Kelly I love you . Ill tell you later how I did on my test. Love you Mom

Good morning baby, I miss you so much I hope you dont get tired of me telling you that but Its the truth and I cant stop missing you. You have been gone from herefor over a year now and It doesnt seem possible but as they say time marches on. I love you Mom

It was a long holiday weekend without your bubbly personality around, I miss you so much. It still hurts to have to write you on here just like the first time a set thus up for you. Peop;e; tell me that time heals all wounds but this wound will never heal! Im at school now so I will keep this short but just know that I think about you all the time. I love youi Mom

Hi Kelly, its mom. I wanted to have my own place to write to you so hopefully I will get this up and ruuning for you. I am learning more about how computers work the more im in school, so bear with me.I can add pictures at a later date . Now I just wanted to say goos morning to you ans tell you that I miss you!! Im at school so I have to go for now but I will write again tommorrow I love you MOM