Why did you have to leave us, why did you have to fly. We were meant to keep you, why do we have to cry. We want you back here with us, things will never be the same. How do we carry on just now and play life's awful game. We know one day we'll meet you, in heaven up above. We hope that you can feel us sending you all our love. Be happy precious angel Lots of love mummy and Tenisha xxx

I struggle with my own demons, and My heart is so sad the demons stole your daughter. Stole your mother. Your friend. My only prayers are you all in time find peace .... and I surely pray your angel is at last free from the feelings you wrote of in your poem above, that I know all too well.

Deborah McBriarty

15 years ago

Thank you for your comment. I pray you find the strength that you need day after day to fight your demon.

You had such a huge presence in my life. God knows you had your share of tragedies fighting your demons. What am I going to do without you. There is little reprieve from the constant ache of missing you. I feel like part of me has died, like a vital core of you has been ripped away. I will always feel this empty space in my heart. I was and always will be your loving mother All my love mummy xxx

Memories of you will forever be my strength and they will live with you inside my heart. I will remember everything you mean to me instead of the sadness of being apart. All my love Mummy xxx

I treasure all the good memories we created through the years. I hope these bring me comfort and wipe away my tears. Someday I will join you and what a day that will be. Then our time will never end, together for eternity. For now I know my place is here, I have a special quest. To raise Tenisha so she will know her mummy was the best. She will know that you are an angel looking down from up above. Someday she will join you and embrace you with her love. Lots of Love Mummy xxx

Today is my 4th birthday mummy and my first one without you. I know you were here with watching over me. I heard you whisper happy birthday to me. I felt your giant hugs and warm kisses on my cheek and they were so nice. Didn't we just have the best day.I saved some birthday cake for you. As long as I live you will live. As long as I live you will be remembered. As long as I live you will be loved. Lots and lots of love from Tenisha xxx

To the world you were just one. To me you were the world. All My Love Mummy xxx