I wish things were different and you were still here. Missing you so much sweetie Forever I will keep you in my heart. xoxoxoxoxo

This made me think of you when I listened to it in a song... "I am watching over you from the stars-Don't be scared I know exactly where you are-& there's a piece of me & it's burning in your heart-even death could never tear us apart." I went through all my stuff and clothes like I always have last night, it's not the same because I always looked forward to giving you things..Losing you is definately the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. I love you, I miss you so much may you rest in peace beautiful. I know you are watching over us. Love you more than words could describe. Love always Nicole

It's nights like these that hurt the most. The nights where nobody is around. No one to hang out with, especially on a Saturday night. A Saturday that makes 11 weeks since you left us. If you were still with us, I bet we would be hanging out right now. I miss you so much. I do hang out with other people, but they aren't anything like you. You were such a special person to me. I miss your presence. I miss the comfort I felt around you. Good friends are so hard to come across. You were one of them. It sucks you had to leave so soon. I love you Michelle, and I miss you. Love, The Alexis

we just got back today from vacation. the entire time all i could think of was you. we had an engagement party for mike and erin, and all i could think of was you and how much i wanted you to be there with us. life is unfair, this is so unfair. i miss you and love you from the bottom of my soul. rest in peace, you beautiful baby. how i wish i could hug you. love, aunt barbara

11 weeks ago today.... I think about you everyday.I love and miss you sweetie Always and forever in my heart and prayers xoxoxoxoxo

love and miss you

We thought about you and the fun you would have had with us at the water park.Brian wanted to call you on the phone.It was'nt the same without you.You cannot be replaced,and the pain in our hearts will not go away.I miss you honey.

i talked to kim today! she misses you soo much.she told me she was going to see you and i got really emoional because i cont go. i love you. i wish you where here with all of us. everytime i was down you always found a way to cheer me up! i love you and miss you......rest in peace baby girl!

I miss you so much sweetie. Forever in my heart,I love you. xoxoxoxoxoxox

Ive been thinking about you all day today and pf all the fun we had.you were a great person. i miss you. you were always there when i needed you. the last time i saw you, you looked so different.you should be here not there and i know it was your time to go but it just hurts so bad!! i love you and miss you and you will always be in all of our hearts. we will ALL be together again, one day. Olivia

I wanted to thank those that have been writing on this site for my daughter. Our pain is the most intence a human has to feel. I know those that are feeling the most agony, and those that prefer to stay away, for their reasons.God will comfort all of you, be open to him, he is a god of mercy, not punishment.Michelle would want us all to survive and remember her as she was.Love each other.

Don't grieve for me for now I'm free I'm following the path God has laid you see I took his hand When i heard him call I turned my back and left it all I could not stay another day To laugh, to love, to work, to play Tasks left undone must stay that way I found that peace at the close of day If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joy A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss Oh yea, one touch Perhaps my time seemed all too brief Don't lengthen it now with undue grief Lift up your hearts and peace to thee God wanted me now. He just set me free. I love and miss you misha and i know you can rest in peace now!! ~Olivia McKee-Lynch~

Michelle, I hope wherever you are that you are able to read all of these memories that everyone leaves you. Michelle, today was such a bad day. I woke up in such a horrible mood, like usual, and it was hard to find the motivation to do anything. I went over your house today to see your Mom and Brian. We made our way to Stony Brook village, the place we all went together a few months back. We had so much fun together the last time we went. This time there was suppossed to be a fair but I guess it was canceled due to the weather. So we walked around a bit, but we didn't go on the walk itself. Today I think Brian had his first meltdown. He was saying things I knew he didn't mean, and he was just completely hysterical. I felt so bad for him, and your Mother was very upset. This is such a rough time for us all. I know Brian misses you a lot, and so do all of us. You were such an amazing person, and I can't express that enough. Life sucks without you. I miss everything about you. Even the times you would talk about the "El Chubacabra" because you knew I would get really scared from it. And I always did. And I always wished you wouldn't bring it up, but I miss it. Life isn't the same without you. Everyone that was close to you is so torn apart. Words cannot even begin to describe the pain. Everyday I walk as if I have tons of bricks on me. I hope wherever you are that you know how loved you are and how missed you are. You were a shining star in life, and now you're a shining star in the sky. I love you Michelle. Love, The Alexis

It was such a sad day, I cried on your bed. My heart was failing. Then I heard you wisper in my ear "I love you dad, don't cry". You took the pain from my heart, and made your dad stronger.You will take care of your dad, my angel daughter.I love you.

i think about you everyday. you were a really good person and i will always love and miss you. i wish you were here! I love you.<333333

Thinking about you as always... Today is a sad reminder of the day our hearts broke Love & miss you sweetie xoxoxoxoxo

10 weeks ago...... How I wish you were still here with us,You will be with me always, in my thoughts and in my heart.I love and miss you.xoxoxoxoxo

Hey sweetie, I love you so much, I keep having dreams about you. Its just harder and harder every single day. I miss you so much rest peacefully baby cousin <3

We all love and miss you so much Michelle, our hearts wont heal until we are with you. xoxoxoxoxoxo

My beautiful daughter, You were so gifted here, I know your gifts are needed there.Your real potential was too great to be wasted in a imperfect world, so with your worst mistake God saw his opportunity, and made you one of his perfect angels.So prepare a place for those that have to stay here with broken hearts.Be the first face I see when its my time, my beautiful daughter. Dad

In Memory of You A thousand times we needed you A thousand times we cried If love alone could have saved you you never would have died A heart of gold stopped beating two twinkling eyes closed to rest God broke our hearts to prove he only took the best never a day goes by that you’re not in my heart and my soul

Im sitting here looking at all these pictures of you. Its so hard Michelle, I cant believe your gone. My heart rebreaks every single day. I love you so much rest peacefully sweetheart.

I miss you more than ever today Shell. I love you so much. Everything is a hazy fog. The reality just doesn't sink in. I miss and am going to miss every single thing about you and our family parties. This year is by far the worst year of my life. I love you more than you will ever know. Rest in peace beautiful angel. Love always and forever' Nicole

I AM SITTING HERE AT MY DESK AND THINKING OF YOU LIKE I DO ALL DAY LONG. MY HEART IS BROKEN AND ITS HARD TO FEEL BETTER. YOU WERE A SHINING STAR AND HAD SO MUCH LIFE LEFT TO LIVE. ITS SO EMPTY WITHOUT YOU. ITS NOT FAIR . YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HERE WITH US. I LOOK FORWARD TO THE FUTURE WHEN WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN. ITS WHATS KEEPING US ALL GOING. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. AUNT BARBARA

Sunday nights are so hard without you :-(. Especially since i'm home right now. I miss it when you would come over every Sunday night and we would sit and draw pictures in my room. I miss you Michelle. Love, The Alexis

Everyday is another mountain to climb, the morning, and the inevitable depression that follows in the afternoon, the dragging my feet, the confusion, then the lonely night comes and I visit your room and cry.Sometimes all that gets me through a day is knowing I cant be tortured like this for another 50 years, eventually I'll have my peace.From the darkest time in my life will come the unmeasurable joy of being with you again.

9 weeks ago today- There is not a day that goes by that you aren't in my thoughts and prayers sweetie. "Those we Love remain with us, for Love itself lives on. Cherished memories never fade, because one loved is gone. Those we Love can never be, more than a thought apart, for as long as there’s a memory, they live on in our heart." "If Tears Could Build A Stairway, and Memories A Lane, I'd Walk Right Up to Heaven and Bring You Home Again." I love & miss you sweetie xoxoxoxoxo

Good morning, honey. I love and miss you so much.More than words can express.In about 2 hours I wil re-live the worst moment of my life, as I do every Saturday between 11:45-12:00-. It has been 9 weeks. I am trying to come up with a plan for the day-something to other than cry all day, something to help Brian and us have some kind of normalcy-even if temporary. But just like every day, i cannot not come up with anything. All I want is you.Without YOU, nothing is the same. We have to go on though.we are trying. I'm hoping that morning was somehow the BEST day of your life-that you met with Jesus and the angels and went to a place where there is Love and unimaginable peace. I am going to try and force myself to start thinking of it that way instead of the stark reality that we saw that day, because I do believe that is where you are/and that you, although you probably see, feel and know what we are all going through down here-and are sad for us-at the same time want us to know the beauty and peace of where you are now and if you could you would visit and tell us. I think that is why we(earthlings) get signs and "glimpses" every now and then from the world you are in now/but there must be some kind of barrier of sorts that cannot allow you(my beautiful Angel), to break through.Only God,you, and everyone with you know why.I'm struggling to understand and accept these things/please help me if you can.I think I feel you around me right now at this moment(thank you,honey)Please ask Jesus-personally-to help us all to stay strong and not loose faith/ and make something good come from this until it is our turn to be with you.In your honor, I'm going to try to make this a good day for myself, Brian and Dad, although-if you have any ideas for something to do today-PLEASE send them through!I'll be waiting for a sign. I LOVE YOU/Please remind me that you're with us today, whatever we may do, o.k., honey?I need a little extra help these days.I love you,Mom.

It's been about 9 weeks now...and it stills feels like it all just happend yesterday. Today I was on my break at work and I was just wondering what I was going to do tonight and I picked up my phone to go call you and then realized a couple of seconds later. It really sucks that you aren't with us any longer. Amanda and I visit your grave a lot now. We always light a few candles and reminisce about all of the great times we all shared together. I miss all of those great times. I miss you. I wish you were here more than anything in the world. You were my best friend and no matter what our plans were the days we hung out it was always something fun. Even if we were just sitting at one of our houses. I feel like such a child for wondering this, but I would just like to know where you are right now. Everybody says you are in a better place now, I hope it's true. I hope you're happy wherever you are even though you can't be with all of the people you loved and loved you anymore. Death is such a mystery, we can only guess and assume where people go and how they feel. Michelle, we all miss you, and all wonder why it had to be you. You were such a great soul, I could go on and on about everything great about you. I love you Michelle. Love, The Alexis

Brian misses you so much, mom and I are trying to be strong for him.We know we have an angel to take care of us till we are together again.You did so much good for the other kids while you were here, I know you are helping other kids in heaven now, maybe thats why you were needed there, it does'nt matter, we will do our time here and be in eternal happiness soon, no more greif, ever again. DAD

Tomorrow is 9 weeks since we lost you. I wish this was just a bad dream. We love & miss you.xoxoxoxoxoxo

In choosing to face the darkness, I took my first steps toward the sunrise.Eventually, all of us become experts at loss.God enters easily through a broken heart. Blessed are they that mourn, they shall be comforted. book of Mathew

I miss you more and more everyday. I went over to swim with your mom and Brian yesterday. It was nice but weird without you, it just seems so quiet. There was this beautiful butterfly flying around us all day, I thought maybe it was you..I love you sweetie

Thinking of you always. I love & miss you so much sweetie.

My daughter's death was like a ripple in a pond, but the ripple will turn into great waves that will crash to shore until many other people that did'nt know her will take notice, and say , enough of the pain. The child should not die before the parent.Misha will never be forgotton, in so many peoples hearts.Too much hurt will not go unanswered.

I will always remember Michelle as the absolutely lovely child she was. She brought a lot of joy to us. Sending love to all of you. Niki Martinelli

Shell, we have read through all the messages that have come before this one...from family and friends...especially from your mom & dad...what can we add? Your dad…my dear brother…seems lost without you. We cried as we read his words to you…and those from your mom…how hard it is for them. We wish we didn’t live so far from them…to be closer to help relieve the deep pain during these days. How glad we are we all got to spend time with each other last Thanksgiving at Port Jeff. That was such a great time. How sad these times are without you. We wanted you to know something we learned from you. Be a good listener and friend to all…but especially to those whose hearts are broken from the pains of this life. Reach out to the many that have lost hope. Be there for them. Sweetheart…you left us a great gift. If only you were here now to see how your passing has brought us all together…has helped us leaned on one another for comfort and strength. We love you and your family and will always be there for your mom, dad, and brother. We will all be together again...

Just read the article about you sweetie,I wish you were still here like the other two people I read about.This should have never happened. I love & miss you

8 weeks ago today was a terrible day for us all I wish we could go back in time and see you again There are so many things I would say but most of all how much I love you. Forever in my heart. I love & miss you sweetie,

I had a dream about you the other night. It seemed so real. I love you so much rest in peace sweetheart

The day you left us,is the day the world lost a beautiful soul. You were unique in every way. I love & miss you hun

I would give anything to be able to at least say goodbye to you.the suffering will ease,because it has to so we can live our lives without you.you should be here with mom and dad,we had plans for you.we were proud of you.tell god to take away our pain so we can take care of brian, until we are together again.not long, I pray.

DEAR MICHELLE ANOTHER DAY THAT I FEEL SO SAD WITHOUT YOU. I STILL CANT BELIEVE ALL THIS HAPPENED. I WANT TO GO BACK AND CHANGE WHAT HAPPENED. HOW CAN IT BE? I FUNCTION WITH AN EMPTY HOLE IN MY HEART EVERYDAY THAT CAN NEVER, AND WILL NEVER BE FILLED UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. LIFE IS SO CHANGED NOW AND ITS HARD TO GO ON WITHOUT YOU BEING WITH US. I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH. LOVE, AUNT BARBARA

This should have never happened,you were much too young. How I wish you were here. I love & miss you so much Aunt Cee-Cee

sleep swet angel

All the pain and suffering in my life does not even come close to what I'm feeling now after loosing you. There is no hospital, no treatment, no magic pill to comfort my heart.This is the worst lost a human can feel.It takes so much effert and energy just to get through the day.I miss you so much. I'm afraid to even look at your picture without loosing my breath, this wound will never heal. I was so proud of you my Misha.Sleep my angel and watch over us.

Just reading what your parents write to you breaks my heart even more. I had a hard time falling asleep last night,thinking of you as always. You not being here is a nightmare for us all, How I wish we were giving more time with you. Our faith in being with you again one day is what we have to hold on to. I love & miss you xoxoxoxo

*Death is not the end, death is the sunrise before a beautiful day, death is the sun set before a starry night, death is only a beginning to a more beautiful life* Love you <3 night