well your Birthday was nice here ,i hope you had a great one in heaven,i love and miss you Robert .stay close ok rob,everyone is doing well i guess watch over us ok Rob love mom
it's your day just wish i could see that sweet face ok here i go i'm cring again it's going on five years and the pain feels like yesterday ,Rob you are thought of each and everyday ,my heart breaks to know i cant just pick up the phone and call the kids are getting so big ,but you can see that and Amity and Eli are having another grandbaby for you .we are all well .I love you Robert,you are never out of my thoughts. MOM
Lots of things going on Allison took kids to Disney this year, have talked to Rob and Alex but very brief.Amity as you know is having your third grandchild.lil girl don't know what life holds for me.but I miss you with my heart and soul I LOVE YOU ROBERT.................Love you mom
Hi there Rob,just letting you know Im thinking of you each and everyday,i dont let a day go by you are in my head.everyone is doing ok i guess but sure wish you were here with us all. the 30th will make 5long hard years,and i still take them one at a time.i wish i could talk to you just to say hi and I LOVE YOU......bless you my son and my god keep you close to me. love mom
i miss you so very much these last 5years coming up have been so very hard and yet i go on ,because i know there is a reason for everything I need you to watch over Allison and Chad with the help of our lord God,Please Rob.Robert had a good Birthday sent him a xbox and clothes and goodies,sent out box for easter have to send out alex and Brison's .Robert just know that your mom was a fool ,but i love you with all my heart. in my heart love mom
well it time for Rob's birthday i wish i could spend time with him,he will be 6 this yearoh how time flys Robert,i just want to say that not a day goes buy i dont think of youyou are in my thoughts always.love you tell my end .mom
as you know my life is the same ,i do so wish all lived around here please watch over your kids keep them safe Rob.missing you somuch.you are in my heart and thoughts each and every day.love you mom.
just want you to know you are in my thoughts each and everyday miss you love you Robert, mom
well ,i know you had the best Christmas of all ,but this year was a good Christmas for us here and i hope you were here at some point i miss you still so very much i sometimes just dont want to go on but then i think what would you do.and that helps me to go on I thank god for giving you one last Christmas with me cause that is my Holiday.miss and love you ,and now i'm cring again........just know not a day goes by i dont think of you my son (Robert)LOVE YOU ,MOM
well the holidays are here,and not heard from anyone ,will send out rest of things i have here and just dont think i cant do anymore ive tried ,but know i'll always be here if they need me and they call but i dont think it always has to be me ,and god knows i love them all but they have to want to be part of this family by staying in touch ,so till that day comes not much more i can do.and i know we all have lives of our own but in my heart i'll keep you alive,i love and miss you so very much ,have a great Christmas in HEAVEN,and dear god thank you for this year,and I hope my next will be good. love you ROBERT mom
i miss you so much,wish you were here it's been a good day and now the holidays are here talked to sarah so good to hear from her it's been awhile.sent out things for L Rob have Alex's and Brison's to go.just know that you are always part of my thoughts . love you mom .
well things are ok with me again i just wish Allison would think of her self for a change ,i hate too see what hes is doing to herself,but I love her all the same she keeps me strong along with Chad, dont want to every be with out them, one heart ach is enough. dont hear to much from NC anymore and i do know they have there own lives but i do miss hearing from them and seeing grandkids.well we are at that time of year again ,holidays ,very sad.i love you Robert and will miss you till the end of my time.i still talk to you and i just hope you are still listening to me.will never let you go far from my mind,you are in my heart forever. your loving mom
so i dont hear to much from anyone down there anymore ,just hope they are all well.I miss you so much and i know that you are here with me .miss Bella had a Birthday last week ,and your mom is getting old ,Brison is so handsome i just wish things were different Rob .keep close to them all and help find love for them all .i seems to make the world brighter for all .i think my life is going to be taking a turn ,i just feel like something is coming and i hopeits good dont need know more PAIN in my life. I LOVE U my SON, mom
you will always be here with me ,i guess everyone is good , missing you so very much all I can ask is the you and the good lord and his family watch over all your family i think of you always .i just wish there was visiting day in heaven .i would be there ever day.i love you my son. my heart is with you Rob love MOM
well not a whole lot happening here finished my vacation and now starts my new work hrs.as for everyone i guess they are living there own lives dont hear to much from Alex and Heather and lil rob or even Amity ,i guess out of sight out of mind ,well just hope they are well .i'm here if they need me.I miss you dearly and the sound of your voice my heart hurts Rob,and their is no time that can fix that until we see each other again.be happy my son and just know that I hold you in my Heart everyday. love mom
so another school year has started ,and now all grandkids are in school,cant wait to see what this year has for them all ,I hope they all have a great year.tried to put pic's up of them but it wont let me sorry. You just stay close to us all Rob,god i wish i knew were my life was going to turn around,well love you so very much And God ,Robert I do miss you. just know that i will be here for all my grandkids . love you MOM
just want you to know that i miss you ,Brison is having another birthday he is a good kid Rob,and that Rob jr.you just wont believe how that boy looks like you well Alex still has not sent me his #.well what can i do!i do miss our talks just know you are forever in my heart. love you mom
just want you to know I Love You........you are forever missed. Mom
i just want you to know I'm here I Love You Robert,there is an empty place in my heart and thats not right,God took you to soon.my life is not the same .Robert you took half of my heart and the other is for Chad ,Allison, and my grandkids,there is know more.watch over us Rob,until i write again love you always. MOM
I just wanted you to know how much i love you ,and not one day passes i dont say i love u.God took you to soon out of my life. mom
well i'm doing the best i can ,hope you stay with me i need your spirit by my side ,I love you and miss you so much hope you are looking in on the kids . thinking of you always. mom
just getting ready to go to work,the forth pf july is right around the corner well send them all something for your birthday and dont know what is up with Alex well i called but know return dont know if going down in sept. but would like tovisit with friend .just want you to know I Miss you forever. and ill be right here.love you so much , mom
ALthough I can't say Happy Birthday In person,i will spend each day with a thought of you, you will always be here with me Rob,i love you forever.
so,another birthday is coming, sponsoring your site this year on sunday.also sent out each of the kids something from you ,miss you so very much ,wish ing i could grab u out of a dream and bring you home.Love and miss you .
well what do we do this year for your Birthday ,well we sponsor your site.and then we see what the kids do with the money i give them for you.lets see what they come up with! love and miss you so very much my son .mom
today i took out your things,you have a birthday coming up,your mom is feeling old but im ok with that i miss you an my heart is always with you.
with all my heart i miss you ,we needed more time my heart breaks so often know one understands these kids are growing up with out you i wish with all my heart that you could be there for us i hope you hear me talk to you everyday.please Rob,watch over your kids and help them . I LOVE YOU TIL MY END. mom
thinking about you,and how life just seems to keep going on even though your not here haven't talked to anyone but Alex i love you till the end missing you so very much ,oh Rob if you can help with us hearing from Patty that would be great .love you mom
this is the hardest day of the year,it feels like i lose you all over again not to see you or hear you is the hardest of all ,but i have memories some sad but most of them Happy and Funny,you just know you are in my heart everyday,i look for your signs and i know you are here,I Love You mom
just wanting you to know that I miss and Love you so very much,XOXOXO that horrable day is just about here again April 30th and Please be here and stay close that day is oh so hard . love mom
well it's that time of year again that i dont like it will be 5yrs and my god this lonelyness for a missimg part of my life hurts.all the kids are getting so big you missed so much of there life But ,there moms do a good jobto help them remember you ,but they can only do so much Rob you need to help to , I Love and miss you so very much, i know you hear me talk to you everyday .please watch over and stay close my son .Happy Easter to You.
well hi there its been afew weeks since i wrote i guess all is well things are coming together its about time, miss you so much i dont think the pain of loseing you will ever get lighter in my Heart whats a mom to do not to hear a childs voice again .not to hug him or feel his hugs back.i know you left memories but i would rather have you so we could make more. sent out Rob's Birthday things i thought i would have had him here at that time still tring my need your help with that ok.just keep and eye on us ok and i will keep and eye from down here ok Rob,love you my son mom
missing you so very much,Rob had his Birthday yesterday he is growing so big i guess im not going to see him cause he cant fly here to young and i just cant afford all the money for ticketsso we will see if im ment to see him ,and Alex he went to his first dance on saturday so cute and handsome.as for everyone else i guess we are all doing fine as we can ,Robert just know you are in my heart and thoughts each and every day dont get to hear from Amity that much .just hope they all know that to get to talk to you keeps you memory here for us that loved you .love you till the end of time. Mom
well Rob there are so many people out there with bigger problems than mine so i will say and extra pray for them today,just hope that the good lord and the blessed mother look out for me 2 day.want to get things taken care of.well i hope all goes well with bringing lil Rob here i wish Alex could come to that would be great. But soon.i miss the sound of your voice ,I think the hardest thing is that I cant get past is not getting to say good-by to you .But i carry you in my heart always.i hold you in my mind each and every minute LOVE U MOM
well Rob it looks like they wont let me go know further on this site for you cant up date until i pay some thing so looking for new place for you it a sad day but i will find you a site that will keep you there for me .you being here helps me with my pain .well ill start working on it some time today .I Love You my SON. thoughts are with you everyday mom
just want you to know that I Love you so very much, and not a day goes by i dont think of you mom
just want to say I LOVE YOU. watch over me and help me to get through everything i'm working on ,also keep and eye on all the kids ok Rob , love you mom
I'm working on things here Robert ,strighten things out .but just know you are always in my thoughts and my heart my son .i think it's time to pull our family together grandkids uncles ,aunts and make it good for all of us.as we can only try. love you mom
well i hope that things get better after all i'm tring to get done. and then everything will work out.getting things back in order,days are long cold and missing you so very much Rob,well going to get lil Rob for awhile the end of Feb.and yes i know his Birthday is march 2 god Rob he will be 5yrs old.and april will make 4 yrs you have been gone but yesterday to me,just know my heart will never leave you the pain and the tears will be here with me forever.<br /> watch down on us all and I LOVE YOU ROBERT. mom
I can imagine The Christmas that you had,i wish you Love, and miss you so very much,everyone had a good Christmas as you know,so just wanted to see and wish you Merry Christmas. my heart is wish you , Mom
hi my son ,as you know it's that time of year again and everyday you are in my thought,tring to take care of things for me so life can move on,hope to get Robert in Febuary,for awhile,Rob hope you have a great holiday and if your spirit can stop and be with us ok.I Love You my son with all my Heart.Please watch out for friends and family ok.
and wishing god would grant me just one hr again with you ,i need you to look out for him Rob,he is part of you ,watch him close ok,love and miss you very much .
well it's been a nice day and going shopping with your sister tonight and KK, hope you came and spent some time i think your here today i just feel it.love and miss you so very much Alex called as did Chad Patty,and a few others from work.you just look out for your old mother ok......mom
well ,hello there and good morning wish i could hear you ,just say one more time mother dearest, i love u and miiss u each and everyday Rob.funny thing your DAD wants to be my friend on facebook isn't that funny!well everyone seems to be doing well.just don't know about me! thinking of u always my son. mom
i love you and miss you so much,things here are fine everyone is doing what ever to live.me im just living day to day rob,and working on getting back on my feet.well i'm hopping Heather is going to let Alex come see me this summer it would be nice if he could come for christmas can you do that and make that happen .well i've got to get ready for work just remember i love u.mom
well today is Heather's birthday and yes we sent her something ,Robert i sure wish you could be here .missing you so much ....people just dont know how hard this is.love you mom
well your mother has turned another year older ,and getting tired but i'll keep going for all these people in my life.including u. i miss u alot, but ,you are in my thoughts every min of the day.well Amity is movied and heather too,kids all seem well.have not heard from that brother of yours,Allison and kids were here for my birthday, just another day,isnt that right.love you Robert........mom